Some Morning Confusion???

For a long time, I thought a "friend" was someone in whom you could trust, one on whom you could depend, and of course one in whom you could confide your secrets and desires, but I was thrown for a loop when I found out that someone who I thought was my "best" friend concealed something from me. In addition to my rising PMS, I was damn mad, downright upset, and just plain hurt that she felt she couldn't trust me with that little tid bit of information.
The tid bit is that she has been dating someone. Now if it was someone I didn't even know, then that would have been alright, but this is someone she tried to date in the past and someone I already knew of, so loddy frickin dah! Anyway, she tells me and I am not in the least taken aback by "who" she is dating, but the fact that I am just finding out just instantly pissed me off!
Now you must understand her, she is one who does not like to be without a sig other. She is always on the look out for the latest and greatest of availables and non-availables to show off to others and the church is her platform. (Sad but true). So to sum things up, I expressed how hurt I was she didn't confide in me. She cries about how she doesn't have anyone (at the moment) to worship her and her greatness, and then proceeds to tell me that I am in that shape because I am weak due to extreme apologeticness, and having a damn heart. Oh! and being kind. Here is a question that I want to try to explore by myself at a later date: Whatever happened to the nice Black Woman? & Why is "The Bitch" the one that gets the man? Anyway... PMS is still rising. Still a lil upset. But still I rise!